Thank you, Blogger Creators!!

Hey.. What's up? Nice. Lol. Well, I got a problem.. ITHINKI'MINLOVEWITHMYCOUSIN! *sigh* For those of you who care, I said, I think I'm in love with my cousin. In all fairness, we're not really related. My dad and his dad were best friends in high school, practically brothers, so now, us kids were raised like cousins. Well, his sister calls me "sissy" even though she's sixteen and I'm eighteen. But he's eighteen and super cute. Well, if you want to know the backstory.
We were both ten years old and him and his sister were sleeping over, her on my bed, him on the floor next to it. We made a tent using the pool table and some sheets. We were up late one night and we were talking. Out of nowhere, he said, "Tiny, come here." So I leaned down, but he shook his head and pulled me on the floor. I looked at him and he wanted me closer still, so I leaned closer. When we really couldn't get any closer, he leaned forward and kissed me. I pulled back after a second, shocked that he did that. But after I chilled out, he kissed me again, this time longer.
After that day, I hadn't really thought about it, but they just moved to Lincoln Park, Michigan, so I saw alot of him over the past few days. I spent the weekend there and all I wanted to do was tell him I remembered the kiss, but I was terrified that he wouldn't remember or that he does and that he would want something from me. I don't know what to do anymore. I figured writing it down would let me think of something, but I'm still drawing up blanks. I want so bad to just tell him and NOT have anything weird between us, but I know life doesn't work like that. I guess all I needed with this post was, instead of comments, relief. A place I can go to clear my head. And that's what I got. So, thank you, Blogger creators. I owe you a big debt from the bottom of my heart.

There Goes My Life

Okay, problem! I just saw my boyfreind for the first time in DAYS!! Unfortunatly, I just couldn't find it in me to tell him I've changed. A few days earlier- before I got grounded- I was the type of girl the would listen to Speechless by The Victorias and watch sappy movies and I was strong. I was independent. Now, I'm listening to anything Eminem writes. I'm rapping. I'm weak. I cry when I'm alone. I'm depenent on my best friend- let's call her A. I rely on her more than I prefer. I'm afraid to be alone for more than a minute, afraid of breaking down and tearing the building down. I carry around a stuffed dog like an 8- year old. Only because he gave it to me. I'm lost without him. I don't want to live without him. God, I sound like an emo bitch. Not trying to offend anyone. Hey, I was emo once, when I lost him. God, my life revolves around him. When he's gone, my world stops turniing in that oh- so mystical way that it does. So, I need major advice. What do I do? Do I tell he or or the changes self- evident? I hate keeping secrets from him, but I'm afraid of regretion. Please, please, help!!

Grrrr....

Hey!! I'm super happy!! Iz gotz a follower!! Yayay!! Heehee. But I'm stuck in a wee bit of a jam. My boyfriends birthday is in about a month and he told me all he wants from me is a song sung and played by me on the guitar, but I can't play guitar, or I can't think of the perfect song. God, I really love him and I can't ruin his birthday. I'll feel horrible!!

I think I can blame my bad mood on my lack of reading selections. I've been of Fanfiction.net all day and NOTHING!! Even someone had the nerve to tell me she might quit the story! That makes me mad!! So yes, I believe I am royally pissed. If you know any decent "love" songs, (at this point, I really don't care) or decent stories, please tell me! I need to curl up with my laptop and Daniel (stuffed puppy -SUPER ADORABLE- gift from my beau), and read!!

♥♥Ali- Cat♥♥

What Is Love?

Hey! So you can see, I've changed my name. I hated my name. My mother named me. Ugh, so I changed it. The first part is a name I've always admired and my favorite female character in my FAVORITE movie: Alice. The second part is my dream. I want to be a superstar- hence Starr. That's why My name is Alice Starr, a.k.a Alice SupaStarr. Follow me on Twitter! Just seach that name!

Anywhoo!! Time for a question to the masses. What is love? I've only gotten so many responses (3), but I wanna know!!

Jane Doe!

Hello, everyone! Just thought I'd tell y'all about myself. I'm Tatiana Raylyn Bieser, though my friends call me Tiny and I'm 18, though you won't be able to tell through my behavior. Heehee. I love to read and sing. My friends are the most important thing in my life. I would give my life for them and my boyfriend, Jeff. Here's a list of my favorites.
Song: Jane Doe by NeverShoutNever
Book: The TrueBlood books. ♥
Artist: Christofer Drew Ingle. (NeverShoutNever.)
Color: GREEN!!!
Sport: Baseball.
Author: Stephanie Meyer.
Hobbies: Read, sing, Internet, those types of things.
I don't really know what more to say, so... yeah! Tiny's out, y'all!